January 2010
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it finally happened.. after 6 months of waiting you finally apologized to me. face to face. I gave you a note that I never thought I would have the courage to do. A note that had almost everything I wanted to say to you for so long, all written down and summed up to fit a page front and back. You read it and I finally have all of it off of my chest. Things have gone so well for awhile.. I...
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Everything has been going great lately.
Maybe talking to someone will really help me figure myself out. So far it seems to be making me feel better about what has happened. Writing always helps too. Doesn’t mean i don’t think about things though, but as long as things progressively get better, then that is what counts. I’m looking forward to meeting new people, and getting...
152.) I'm sick and tired of pretending everything...
(via blogconfession)
270.) You broke my heart. I loved you and you...
(via blogconfession)
I’ll bet living in a nudist colony takes all the...
blogconfession:
(via mols)
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100% honest post about how I feel right now:
I HATE THIS.
end of story.
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Will he love you like I loved you? Will he tell you everyday? Will he make you feel like your invincible With every word he’ll say.
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Just a normal day;
Things have been pretty normal lately. Maybe itll stick this time. I dont really know why but yesterday all day I felt like shit. Everybody kept asking what was wrong, but what do you say when you honestly dont know? Oh well. That night I felt better. Today is my first “appointment” with someone to talk too. I am hoping it’ll work out. Nobody really knows that I am going though...
“Sometimes the past is something you just can’t let go of. And sometimes the past...”
– (via babyits0nlylife)
“The funny thing is nobody ever really knows how much anyone is hurting. We could...”
– (via mols) (via blogconfession)
“Sometimes it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only person who can judge...”
– Sarah Dessen (via mols) (via blogconfession)
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well that's depressing;
haha I just read my journal. One page went from where I was so happy and it was “the best day of summer” then it’s like 2 weeks later where hell began. Gotta love the teenage years.
529.) I needed you more than ever. You let me...
(via blogconfession)
688.) I just want you to apologize for all of the...
(via blogconfession)
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A class I am in is taking this big trip at the end of the year I guess.. of course it is the one class I don’t know anyone in. All of my friends transferred out.. this class isn’t their thing. But it sucks, because I dont know if I will go since I don’t really know anyone that well. Maybe I’ll get to know em better. Easier said than done I guess. ha.
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ugh;
im frustrated.
So of course, I come to here. ha. Back and Forth, up and down. I love you. I hate you. I care about you, I don’t. Make up your mind. If you don’t want to talk to me, don’t. If you do, make an effort too. Just pick one. I don’t like the whole wishy washy thing with people. Anyways, school tomorrow. Have done nothing today. Cleaned my room because I finally...
I love how girls have been dating someone for like a month and theyre “in love” and that person is their “life.”
That is unhealthy. Seriously. Most the time you haven’t even known them that long. I don’t know, maybe it’s just me.
things change;
I can definitely say I am glad 2009 is over. Too much hurt and tears for one year. Everything that happened this year shaped me into this mess of a person I am right now, and I no longer want to be that girl. I want to be the person I used to be. So sure of everything I do. So confident in the direction that I am going.. I’ve lost a lot this year.. Hopefully things change drastically this year. I...